While browsing through one of my old journals from January 2009, I came across a verse I had written:
From 2 Corinthians 4:13 - “I believed, and so I spoke.”
I paused. I couldn’t remember what I was going through at that time, or why this particular verse stood out to me. Curious, I went back to read it again, this time from where I stand today, with a deeper sense of maturity and understanding than I had 17 years ago.
And what I realized was humbling.
Looking at my past reflections, I could see that I had tried to shape the meaning of that verse to fit a decision I had already made. I wasn’t seeking truth, I was seeking validation. I had already chosen my path, and I searched for words that would support it, even if that meant stretching or misinterpreting their true meaning.
It’s not easy to admit that. There’s an embarrassment in recognizing how my younger self approached things. But at the same time, there is growth in being able to acknowledge it now, with honesty, without defensiveness.
This realization led me to a broader thought.
The Bible is often called the Book of Life. Yet, if it is so central to truth and guidance, why do so many people continue to debate about it? Why do discussions about faith and religion often lead to disagreements about who is right or wrong?
Perhaps part of the answer lies in something very human. From my lived experience, I’ve come to see that people, myself included, have a tendency to shape meaning according to their situation. Whether it’s a verse, a sentence, or even a life event, we sometimes interpret things in ways that align with what we want, what we feel, or what we have already decided.
This doesn’t necessarily come from ill intent. Often, it comes from where we are in life, our experiences, our struggles, our level of understanding at a given time.
And so, naturally, interpretations differ.
People walk different paths not always because one is right and the other is wrong, but because each person understands things through their own lens. As I continued flipping through my journal, I found another verse printed on the page design:
From Romans 1:16 “For I am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ: for it is the power of God unto salvation to everyone that believeth.”
This time, the message felt simple. Clear. Direct. Not something I needed to stretch or reinterpret, just something I could receive as it is.
And maybe that simplicity is what I find myself drawn to now. At this stage of my life, I no longer feel the need to complicate things. Life itself is already complex enough. Instead, I am learning to return to what is essential.
For me, faith has become something deeply personal. It is my intimate relationship with the Creator, the Giver and Keeper of life. It is quiet, inward, and not dependent on proving anything to anyone else.
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This reflection is not meant to challenge, argue, or diminish anyone’s beliefs.
On the contrary, it comes from a place of respect. I recognize that each person’s faith journey is their own, shaped by experiences, teachings, and convictions that are meaningful to them.
Maybe this is where true freedom lies, in allowing space for different understandings without the need to compete or convince.
In this sense, faith, to me, is not confined to labels or categories. It is not about which religion one belongs to, but about the sincerity of one’s connection to who they believe God is. Even beyond religious texts, this idea resonates.
Marcus Aurelius once wrote in his reflections, popularized in The Daily Stoic;
“Revere the gods, and look after each other. Life is too short; the fruit of this life is a good character and acts for the common good.”
In its own way, it echoes a similar truth.
That perhaps, at the heart of everything, belief systems, doctrines, and philosophies, is a simple call: to live with sincerity, to cultivate good character, and to care for one another.
So what is faith?
For me, it is no longer about having all the right interpretations or answers.
It is about honesty.
It is about humility.
It is about relationship.
And maybe, just maybe, it is also about recognizing that we are all still learning, each in our own time, in our own way.
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